I died tomorrow...

When did I realize I was a breath away.

Time was keeping everything from me, surprised when it happened,

the next adventure. Not The fear of death , the fear of living fully prepared to die

moment of dark surprise, try and readjust thoughts of living.

Walking the stairs, no more stairs , my death falls down, through the air.

My number of breaths I took, at the moment i died tomorrow

under my skirt

UP UNDER MY SKIRT THERES A SURPRISE FOR YOU

THAT WILL BRING A SMILE TO YOUR FACE

AND A SWEAT TO YOUR BROW

AND YES, I REALIZE ITS BEEN AWHILE

THATS WHY I WANT YOU TO TAKE YOUR TIME

WORKING ME FROM FRONT TO BACK

I'M SURE YOU HAVENT FORGOT WHERE MY HOT SPOTS AT

AND UNDER MY SKIRT THERE ARE NO PANTIES

EASIER FOR YOU TO AIM DEEP

GOIN STRAIGHT TO THE ESSENCE OF MY WALLS

KNOCKIN THE DAYUM BOTTOM OUT

MAKIN MY ASS SCREAM AND SHOUT

IS WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO

BUT ONLY IF YOURE ABLE TOO

SEE, I, A PRO AT THE FUCKIN GAME

NO WORDS NEED TO BE SAID

AND I DONT REALLY NEED TO CALL OUT YO NAME

I'M THE SLIENT TYPE BUT DONT BELIEVE THE HYPE

WHEN YOU HEAR

THE SILENCE DOESNT KNOW A FEW TRICKS

AND UNDER THIS SHORT ASS SKIRT OF MINE

IS A BEAST NEEDIN TO GET UNLEASED

FOR I TOO AM IN A VERY BAD NEED

OF WANTING YOU TO CUM

PLEASING ME WITH ALL YOUR SEED

I'MM MAKE DAYUM GOOD USE

OF YOUR JUICE

AND AS IT STARTS TO ERUPT

I WILL MOST DEFINITELY SIP THAT UP

SO I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT

UP UNDER THIS SKIRT

AND IN BETWEEEN THIS LEGS

MY PUSSY BEG FOR YOU TO ENTER IN

AND IF FUCKING YOU IS A SIN

THEN I ONE BIG SINNER

ALLOWING ME TO SATISFY AND MAKE THAT DICK SWELL AGAIN

unconquerable

I looked upon death in the eyes, and saw it tremble in fear.

It has no right to control my soul, so I made him fear himself.

Then it grabbed me close and said, "Listen Here,

There is no reason for you to live with yourself."

I told him he was wrong and should just let me go.

"I'm finished listening to you for the last and final time!"

He kept staring at me then backed up slow,

He finally realized that my life was not his, but mine.

So when death comes crawling back to me,

And shakes inside my bones,

I remind death that I am set free,

And he has got to leave me alone.

You have the power to conquer anything,

It's right inside your heart.

You can have all of everything

If you and this never depart.

Killing Machine

this poem was written by a friend of mine and me a couple years ago.

I'm used to kill children, adults, husbands, and wives

I'm not the judge of who's the ones to lose their lives

I'm a bringer of death

Have you choking on your last breath

I'm deadlier than the effects of Crystal Meth

I can make a weak man strong

I've been used to protect the rights of those who are wrong

My body is cold steel

I don't feel

People reach for me in war, at a fight, during a drug deal

I'm hidden away, keep me concealed

Wave me in the face of a store owner to get your next meal

Keep me locked in safety, and I'll cause no harm

but let me loose, and I can raise any alarm

house me in your closet, in a supply store, even on a farm

I'm a killing machine, a deadly firearm

I leave people dying, others crying in the streets

continue to feed me slugs and I'll continue to unleash

It's what I was made for, It's not my choice

death rings in the air when I spray my voice

single words or rapid bursts

blood, steel, and death all become immersed

I was made to kill

blacks, whites, it doesn't matter, I murder at will

pull my trigger and watch the blood spill

but yet...I hate what I am, gripped in a thug's hand

or that of a mass murderer, even a member of the Taliban

I become an object of hate, associated with evil

they don't understand people kill people

It's not the gun, we're a simple tool

it's not our fault if we get carried in to shoot up a school

it's what we were created for

when there was power, but humans needed more

cuz honestly, when everything is over and it's all said and done

it's not my fault, I'm just a gun...

today does not exist

I remember the sky
it used to be blue.
but not today.
today the sky does not exist.
i couldn't bear it's brightness.
so i erased it.
i remember my smile
it used to come so readily.
but not today.
today my smile does not exist.
i couldn't bear it's heavy falseness.
so today i erased it.
peace? i remember peace.
it used to flow in me
but not today.
no. today peace does not exist.
i couldn't bear to be consoled
so i erased it.
i had a heart once too.
it used to be so full
but not today
today my heart does not exist
i couldn't bear to face the pain.
but no matter how hard i try I can't erase it.

beautiful liar

She's the epitome of misery,
her teardrops fade to ashes.
She's all alone
as though the whole world fell in love
and she's the only one who got her heart broken.
Her heart lies unwanted;
a sin to be possessed.
Cruelty has taught her well
to keep her heart away
from innocent bystanders.
She says she's fine,
but she's going insane;
the pain is well hidden
behind her sparkling eyes.
She says nothing's wrong
when her world's crashing down.
She's such a beautiful liar.
She screams through the silence.
All the words she could never say
slowly penetrate her mind...
All of her mistakes still linger about.
She's within torture's embrace,
and she lies there
on the brink of self control...

dancing in the rain

it feels as if all my sorrows and worries wash into the unknown

never to be remembered until someone reminds me of them....



it feels as if im setting myself free....

to wash away my pain and misery....

to bring back happiness,

the happiness that has forever been gone

it fels like it anyway



it feels as if i have no more worries

as it feels im the only one in this word



me and my lover together at last

dancing in the rain



we danced together

with no known corriogrogh

love guided us...



rain brings us together

and so does love



we were meant to be

rain feels cold as our skin on our hands meet

we touch

stem arises



we both smile as rain begins to ceace

the world has brought us

peace



oh how i love

dancing in the rain